i have no idea how long it's been since i updated this site. i don't get a lot of time on my own and it's just hard to get the time or motivation to do it. but here's an update, can't promise it's the best ever but hey. here's trying.
We've been waiting, on the front line.
We've been prepared our entire lives for this day to arrive.
And no doubt this will be, part of our history.
We're making our move and we're breaking out on the grind.
I do not believe in God
That doesn't mean I'm a lesser person
I still have a heart
And I know what it feels like to be broken
I may not believe in Jesus
But I do believe in sacrifice
Life does not always stand reason
No one ever gets a chance
'Til they're out of time

I may not believe in regrets
But I believe in self assurance
Some things I'd rather forget
We see what we choose and
We choose what we see to believe
If looks could kill, I'd be in trouble right now
Time stands still when you're around
Well I gave you all my time and you gave me all your lies
And you've just come around to say goodbye

Now here we stand with our hearts in our hands
Squeezing out all the life
All that I have, is a message unclear
What else is there to decide?
You promised me your soul
But then left me in the cold
No warning and without a reason
You're placing yourself in a world of mistrust
Making excuses – it's not you, it's us
How can something unspoken seem so loud?

Living underneath a gray cloud
When nothing ever changes
I couldn't be any less proud
The heart of this town has grown cold
I'm gonna get out before I get too old
There isn't a better time than now
This is our moment in the sun
This is our time to run
Because there's nothing left for us here
There's nothing left for us anymore
So please don't be concerned
If we never return
Because there's nothing left for us here
There's nothing left for us here anymore

You say I should know better
That I should just agree
But honey, hearts don't come with guarantees
I hate to break it to you
But I'm obviously not who you want me to be
When all of the boys were making their noise
And the girls were trying hard to pretend
We had it all back then
Now we're waiting for the silence to end
Secrets can be hurtful
And the truth can sometimes kill it seems
But be careful what you wish for
Because from over here, the grass doesn't look too green

You wear your heart on your sleeve
Living your life in a dream
Believe what you want to believe
And I thought this was supposed to be fun
Little girl, you've been spreading lies,
Around this town like no one's business,
Little boy, you've been counting down my fifteen minutes,
I've been singing,
So many hobbies broke my back tonight,
And we're not leaving here without a fight.

Cause you always were a headstrong girl,
And all you wanted was the whole damn world.
You were a headstrong girl,
And all you wanted was the whole damn world,
You need a holiday, holiday, holiday baby,
And I'll shake your bones, show you things that you've never seen.
I dare you to sail a little closer to home.
it’s a familiar feeling
I’m high as the ceiling
and I’m never ever coming down

Those dirty girls, girls
are gonna steal your heart away
their naughty words, words
that take the devils breath away
inside your world, world
like plastic Californ-i-a
those dirty girls, girls
are gonna have their wicked way
with you
You put the fun back into the funeral
you’ve got your head, back, feet on the table
you speak the strangest tongues with your close friends
to decorate the walls of your weekend

there we go :]